Is it really worth it, for you?
Sunday, January 31, 2010



I'm not okay.







The sad truth is,


that I never was.





So long you ain't mine, 3DG - Over and Over will always be on repeat.

3DG - Pain, will be my life story.


SACROSANCT-21:28

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Damn fun. Damn scary. with LZ.

I swear to god I hate gore movies. Curse the creator of gore movies. Damnit. But Ninja Assassin was alright. Except those ninja fighting scenes. Ergh, seeing people kena slash made me wanna slash myself too. ;\ Yuck. Auntie strong eyes sia. ;\ *Salutes.

By the way,
I'm Sorry, Zoe.


For Paranormal Activity, (HAHAHAHA). Don't wanna elaborate. Too embarrassing. But the ending, was.. ewww. Wong, have fun sleeping tonight. [;


Damn filling. with 2B01.

I'm sure the guys have already swallowed 1kg of food each by the time I reached. HAHA. The whole table all stacked with plates. ;\

Let's just hope for an ache-free day tomorrow. hehh.

188-ed home. Must thank Sufyan for the directions, though he's got 0% confidence HAHA. & Zaid too, for accompanying me.

The walk home was damn hilarious. Saw my neighbour waiting for the lift. I crept up behind him HAHA! He got shocked when he turned around to press the number '6' button. Hehehe. Evil shit la me. If he had fainted in the lift, I'd panic too.


So...

Now I'm the only person awake at home. DAMN!!?



[tonight. I will not. go. unnoticed.]


Ciaoz!


SACROSANCT-23:43

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

This movie, (sad to say),
pwned High School Musical
x 7777777 times!!




Fame (2009).

Best ever.



Ciaoz!


SACROSANCT-21:28



My
Life,

Hasn't
Been
Very
Exciting
Lately.

So
I
Don't
See
The
Point
In
Blogging,

For
Now.


When
I've
Partially
Recovered,

Maybe
I'll
Start
Blogging
Again,

kay?



Kbye.


SACROSANCT-18:45

Friday, January 22, 2010

VAMPIRES.


Went to catch Daybreakers today with JY and Eleen. That movie gave me a heart attack 3 fucking times. Stupid. Eleen was like covering her eyes for every suspense scene and she was the one who wanted to watch the movie so bad. F3. Hais, Eleen, you wasted your $6 please HAHA. Only me & JY braved through. Except one scene, we all hid our eyes from the screen but I still watched it with a tiny gap between my fingers. -.- Not that freaky actually lol.

Daybreakers has a bit of gore in it. I wouldn't advice you to watch it if you can't see splattering blood, rolling decapitated heads, and ugly faces of Subsiders HAHA. Oh and also, the sound effects in a scene whereby you are alone in the room and suddenly, the moment you turn there's a ghost behind you kind of thing. That factor made me hate horror movies the most. Knn.

I think the movie is okay. Frankie Dalton (Michael Dorman) has a sexy voice hee. Too bad he sacrificed himself for his elder brother. So sweet of him. 8( He acted like a bastard in the middle but is my hero at the end. ^^

Funny how the theory goes; Vampires feed on humans' blood. In 2019, the human race is depleting rapidly, leading to less production of blood worldwide. And because of this, the vampire race is at stake too, as they may become extinct when the humans are gone. So the scientists were trying to create a blood substitute which they actually succeeded in the end.

Lol?


& ewww to BatMen. It's just, wrong?



Ciaoz!


SACROSANCT-19:51


[[ The 6 words she told me just now, hurt me so bad.

I know that I've disappointed you,
I know that I've not been putting in effort,
I know that my future's at stake,
I know my silence meant that I knew it all along,

but when there's no passion,

Shahirah can't function.


I promise you a good future.

But this also means that I'll do it, my way. The hard way.

I will do it, for you, and him.



For now; I'm sorry, Mak. ]]


SACROSANCT-19:43

Thursday, January 21, 2010

I
HATE
YOU.


thanks auntie, hehh.


TODAY. WE FINALLY TOOK OUR ___ CLASS PHOTO. -.- Yesterday was better cos we had our labcoats on for CREACT practical lah. -.- Annoying people.

No Ka Jun in the photo cos he was having lunch at FoodCourt5. haha, sorry ah uncle. ;\

Chai Huat, last warning ah.


& my camera battery went flat halfway cos they took so long to settle down wtf. Lucky I've got spares NYAHAHA. Was only 10minutes late for MS2224. 8( Failed rebel, again.

I THINK DEEP INSIDE ME, I'M A GOOD GIRL.
Sian. Cannot do any bad things right. The only evil shit I could do is mess with people mentally. How boring. haaaa.. -.-


At Foodcourt2 alone now. Boring. & the couple behind me is watching me blog, extras. Like I can't see your reflection ha, noob.


let's go home, it's 1805hours.


Ciaoz!


SACROSANCT-10:08

Monday, January 18, 2010

PAP Community Foundation.


Just came back from sending Humaira to her nursery school at Block 123. Haha. So cute ah all her classmates, adorable little things. =P

She was the only kid crying, while queuing outside the classroom. -.- Walao so sian haha. & she calmed down only after entering the classroom (thank god). I also saw another kid trying to break free from the clutches of his grandma. Cos she was pulling him into the classroom. HAHAHAHA. Epic.

Kay, time to bathe. NOW I FEEL LIKE CRYING. I hate school. =(



Ciaoz!


SACROSANCT-10:15

Sunday, January 17, 2010

by the way, thanks ah mb for blogging. Though it's only a picture and some words HAHA, jk. thankyou Z. C;


I keep falling. No matter how many times I told myself to not be fucked, I was totalled. The more I try, the harder I fall. I'm not a coward. I'm not weak. I'm just... blinded.

I can't wait. I can't sleep. I can't function without you.



Now I shall mislead you with my life today;

I wrestled with the plastic cover of the thumbdrive HAHA. I should've used a scissors lah omg, noob me. & now my middle finger has a wonderful bloody cut. & my flesh is being exposed. It is painful mind you. Especially when you're bathing, ouch much. Stupid plastic.

& Aino has new "lenses". She looks so gorgeous with it. ^^ $9.90. It SHOULD make her look gorgeous, I wasted my stupid $10 on it. tch.


Let's end this post with a song from A Fire Inside - 37mm.

Bring your secrets to me,
Just give me your hands,
And I'll let you feel the wounds.
They put in me.

If you believe in me,
How can I be dissolving?
If you'd believe me,
I'd tell you everything.

Do you fall too?
Yes, I fall.
Do you want to,

Fall into me?
Into me.

Silence can you hear me?
Press me to your lips,
And I'll suck the poison out.
Who will heal me? me..

If you keep killing me,
How can I keep absolving?
Your sins into me,
Begin the poisoning.

Do you fall too?
Yes, I fall.
Do you want to,

Fall into me?
Into me.

Time, time, time,
We're not, waiting.
Time, time, time
We're no one.

[distant:] unknown. unknown.

Do you fall too?
Yes, I fall.
Do you want to?

Fall into me

Do you fall too?
Yes, I fall.
Do you want to,

Fall into me
Into me.

[[ We are no one.
We are no one.
We are one.
We are no one.
We are, ]] x5.



Ciaoz!


SACROSANCT-21:01


To be very honest, it took me quite some time to familiarise with blogger again. But anyways helicobacter, bacteriophage's backkkkk! :)




SACROSANCT-18:16

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Happy Birthday ___,


& yeah, mak&bapak is home safely, Alhamdulillah. ^-^ Got 2 new shirts, yessa.

Went for driving today, I got H-17 again. I keep having this same car three consecutive times lol. Fated to be with it I guess, but I got D-13 and D-15. 4 times each in total. So I'm a HD person WHOOO. Kwadev.

Completed 4.01. Route 1&2. Walao route 2 so many lorries block my path. ;@ Route 1 best, drove past 117 HEHE. ^-^ & as usual, whenever I wanna lane-change from Lane1 to Lane2, a fucking lorry just have to lane-change from Lane3 to Lane 2 at the same time too. Such mofos. My car was in front of it lah walao. In the end I give way. Muthaf. "You're gonna DIE ah apek, damnation to you!!"

Finally aced Parallel Parking. ^-^ SAY "WOOOHOOOOO" PEOPLE. I got LYK, best best. Rock on dude. & after the session we bumped into AhWee and I had to walk in between them. -.- So uncomfortable wtf. Lucky need to cross the zebra crossing only. & They made fun of my cushions WALAO. -.- Blue cushions are nice please.


& NOOOOO. I DONT WANT TO SHARE MY BED WITH HUMAIRA PLEASEEEEE AND THANK YOUUUU. o.o I'LL KICK HER OFF THE BED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT IF I'M FORCED TO HAHA. kidding.


I don't feel, loved. (U)
Could we have a talk?


Ciaoz!


SACROSANCT-21:44

Monday, January 11, 2010

HAPPY 400TH POST ANNIVERSARY
TO MY SHORTEH.BLOGSPOT HAHA.


sorry random. I blogged just to mention that finally, I saw my GH. [8

He walked in front of me after tapping our cards at KeatHongLRT and I went "AMFGWTFH IT'S HIM" the moment I turned around to see the face of the idiot who cut my path lol. 8X

Walao smiling to myself lah in the lift. -.- Paiseh much. Damn, happy. ^-^

With Xavier now, he's accompanying me till 12pm while waiting for lecture to start. Hais. Now I'm waiting to see Ben, hehe. ^-^


Ciaoz!


SACROSANCT-09:25

Sunday, January 10, 2010

I think I should start trusting people. I'm becoming very reserved at times. & Sometimes I talk to myself and get shocked by it. This is bad. I need a hug. ;(

I want a hug,
I need a hug.


I don't want to be a loner. But I get annoyed when I don't have some time being, alone.


Wow,
I'm a really, really, weird person.



& I think the cause of all this is,

Music.


or there's just two sides of me. lol, freaky.


MAYBE I SHOULD CONTRIBUTE TO SECRETZEN, HAHA? -.-


Kbye.


SACROSANCT-23:45

Saturday, January 9, 2010

omg.


I've been obsessed with Aino till I neglected my Nano. ;\

LMAO. I'm so sorry Nano. I shall charge you now. ^-^


CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT NOW.
CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT NOW.
CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT NOW.
CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT NOW.
CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT NOW.


I still have 9 more lessons of driving to go. & Dad had spent $2138 on me. Hais. ;\ I have already gone for 18 lessons and wow, I felt like I only went for 10.

I wanna curse that guy. Everytime I get him, I only pass one subject. What the fuck is his problem man. Every other instructor passed me at least 2 please. ;@ & I passed Parallel Parking & Slope TOGETHER. But that muthaf passed me Vertical Parking only. Walao cb you know. I'll forever be angry with him I think, nb Q.

Next lesson on Wednesday, 1410hours. I want AhWee or AhChan or AhLee please. The 3 best instructors in my group lmao. 4.01, finally stage 4.



Ciaoz!


SACROSANCT-10:41

Thursday, January 7, 2010

for the first time, I spent $398 at one go.


Suddenly, I lost appetite in e-v-e-r-y-thing,

to Arena, I love you baby. Don't you ever forget me okay? We like, slept every night together for 8months. I hope you keep my deepest secrets safe with you. ;(

To the bitch, enjoy while you can. Because that, will not last. [VOODOOO~]



I think the charger just turns me on, woooh.
Aino - Luminous White, fsexy.



I couldn't afford an iPhone cos I'm earning shit. So my theory would be, all students shouldn't have an iPhone. Cos' you can't _ing follow up with your own blackbook in the near future, lol. [8


Happy 19th my bitch, see you soon aight. Same goes to you, zapls.


Ciaoz!


SACROSANCT-23:48

Monday, January 4, 2010

Man, life sucks.


SACROSANCT-20:46



I just know they had a new album, yesterday.
WTF?


AH I'M SO EXCITED TO LISTEN TO THEIR SONGS WHEEEE.


1. The Payoff.
2. G-Get Up And Dance!
3. You And I Tonight.
4. I'll Be There.
5. Give Him Up.
6. Our Last Goodbye.
7. Lucky Ones.
8. Forever.
9. Never Coming Down.
10. Just What I Needed.
11. By Your Side.
12. I'll Be There (ft. Jessie Farrell)



I think they changed some of the members. Hmmm.


SACROSANCT-07:29

Sunday, January 3, 2010


Went to kill some thousands of zombies.


1,900 + 1,900 + 1,200 + 1,200 = 6200 zombies lmao. Spent 4 hours playing L4D2 @ CityVibe Clementi this morning. ^-^ & in the process, I puked 3 times. Wtf. I knew this was coming but it was fun playing with cuzzies. HAVOC. SCREAMED OUR BUTTS OFF when there were too many zombies to handle rofl. & after all that screaming&shooting; when the horde died down, we realised we've been screaming too loud in the LAN shop. ;\

MAHAHA. Lucky never kena chased out wtf. & out of the 4 stages we completed, I died in 3. -.- I'm like the sacrificial goat LMAO. Sheep la, since I'm born in the year of the sheep lol. EVERYTIME I almost reached the rescue vehicle; THERE HAS TO BE A FUCKING TANK/SMOKER/CHARGER/JOCKEY to ruin my plan. & I FUCKING DIED while fighting them. But thank god the others survived. So, only left my body la with all the zombies eating my flesh HAHA. damn things.

So I think I play L4D2 for 2 hours enough la, hehe. If not I'll be a Merlion everytime I play. Thanks Zul&Hazwani&Nurin. You guys rock nyahaha!! They had to keep reviving me lmao. 8x & i waste current, always startle the witch HA, HA. -.-


I better clear my stage 3 driving this week, on 6/1 and 8/1. Or I'll burn some of the BBDC instructors there. (lol) I wanna start driving back on the ROAD!! ugh.


There's CREACT and BIOANA reports to do, still. I hate you guys.



Oh oh oh, & I saw Jian Rong at CCKMRT today. omg I was so happy for no reason MAHAHA!! 8x


Ciaoz!


SACROSANCT-17:24

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